Heavy

This is the reason that struck me to update my blog. If you have not heard of it yet, Chester Bennington, lead singer from Linkin Park (LP) has committed suicide couple of weeks ago. I was so shocked when this news blasted all over my Facebook. After reading few articles about the incident, it really put me into deep thoughts about my life and the world that we are living in today.

Fear

~ Waking up to a brand new day is a gift, be grateful ~

The Signs

I've been wanting to write this out but I constantly find it hard to squeeze some time in for blogging. Even though it could be just a few sentences or a paragraph at a time, I failed to do so. I'll slowly come to the reason why I'm super occupied of late in the paragraphs below. But first thing first, let me start with the reasons why this post is titled "The Signs", which marks the 100th post of my blog.

I've been told that I'm a strong advocate for the phrase "everything happens for a reason", "timing is everything", "time will tell" etc. But no one knows how I've become one. I'll slowly dwell into things that I've come across with and perhaps you would know why I'm still a strong believer for the above phrases. The signs are just too obvious and too strong that, I couldn't help but reminisce back "the dots that connect down the road". 

~~~Oh BTW, my apologies that the paragraphs below are not in chronological manner. I just write as my thoughts flow~~~

Give and Take

*Taking a deep breath*~~~

Ok. Now, there are so many things in my head now that I just wanna somehow digest it properly by writing down word by word and see how it flows. Or else, I don't think I would reach any conclusion in any time soon because everything seems to be linked with everything else......

Hmm.. It has been few weeks now that I started working (only few close friends know about it). First of all, something about me: "I like to keep a low profile". That's why not much people know about my recent encounters and this has made me realize how shy I am. I have always thought that since I can really be who I am around my close friends, talk and chat non-stop and have no difficulties in making new friends (not close friends), I couldn't possibly be in the "introvert" category. However, when someone started questioning about my self-confidence, I begin to question myself for the same thing as well......

Idle

That's right. IDLE. That's the title I come out with after days of contemplating the best word to describe my current status of life. Well, jobless sounds too low; thinking about life sounds.. too cliché? Anyway, constructing this entry has costed me few days of my life (though not literally 24 hours x no. of days).. Just, I left this post in the draft and each and everyday, I try to amend it here and there just so it doesn't sound emo or anything (And I really hope it doesn't). Ya, I must always remember the objectives of having this blog of mine! *Checked!

The Next Stage

We enter different stages of life from time to time. We attend primary school, moving up to high school, further our studies in university, and then.. Some people plan to pursue Master or PhD, while some choose to step into the working world and strive upwards to the top of corporate ladder. I am now one of those from the latter category. You ask me what it feels like? Hmmmmmm..

Some Silly Sentiments

So, these couple of months I've been thinking a lot (but not too much okay), probably because I'm still not that busy or occupied. I think I should really enjoy this moment before life gets busier? Anyway, ever since I confirmed my result (ya, last semester results), I was very very disappointed of myself. Though I worked real hard to fight for what I want, but last minute efforts just can't seem to salvage what's done, no matter how much I've sacrificed.